Motion allows progress which in turn allows change...

Change is just a simple word we use to describe our never ending dance with evolution, with the universe, with the people and things around us.

Change is painful. Change is beautiful. I feel like in my head I am constantly at battle. Sometimes I wonder why I struggle. Sometimes I wonder why I don't struggle more.

I know that I am the keeper of infinity. I know I create my universe. I gamble with circumstance. Still I find myself growing more lazy each day, I feel like a feather floating in the wind. I no longer have direction. I no longer feel desire. I am just floating. Every now and again I look down at the world below me and wish I could come down... every now and again I look down with disgust. I have become lost. Lost within myself.

I look in the mirror and can only find confusion and hopelessness.
I feel like a dying star.

Maybe this should be scary. Maybe this is something divine.

For in fact, we are all just stardust. Within us all are pieces from all over the vast regions of the universe. And with letting go of ego, I open a  gateway into the endless procession of space and time.
I will be a vessel of limitless light and possibility. For this flesh is not WHAT  I am. This name I have been given is not WHO I am. I am a piece of the whole. I am infinity. I am the universe! With this understanding I am closer to enlightenment. 

A strange division has come over me. Where did I come from? Where am I going?Does it matter? Will it ever matter?

Despite my best guess, I still want to be the bird, not the feather. I want to soar high, with life and direction. So I allow this division to pass on the wind of change. I will seek out the divinity in myself and others. I will breath like a new born. Stretching out and gasping as if it is the first breath I have ever taken.

Change

Since the last time I wrote my life has been in a perpetual cycle of raw change and transformation. And even while it seems like a long time, to me, it seems like an unbelievable difference for such a short amount of time. I don't know any other way to explain it without rambling on and on about a million different things.

Not to imply that all these subtle changes are anything more than just a continuance of my own personal evolution and that of the rest of the world's. However, I think these changes are abrupt enough to address. 

As many of you may already know a ton has happened just in our own county since the beginning of this year.

For example, Obama signed the NDAA Bill,  we watched SOPA have it's run, and even now a even greater threat with less publicity ACTA has already been signed all over the world and still rearing it's ugly head elsewhere...getting closer and closer to home.

On a non political note, more and more people are changing, the world as a whole is changing, the natural world is changing.... I am finding it harder and harder to ignore or discredit. 

Like the strange noises heard worldwide in the second week of January:

Or an Earthquake type thing in FLORIDA around the same time:

News link...

Not to mention the numerous accounts of strange weather, the ongoing list of ET sightings and encounters...

So to me, its scary and comforting to know that I am not alone in this immense change. It's happening everywhere to everyone.

Instead of dwelling on it I have been trying just to live life and enjoy it with as little limitations and distractions possible (easier said than done lol).
I hope all of you have been changing and doing well also.


My only advice for today would be... It's time to let go of all the trivial bullshit. Try to stop dwelling on old hurts and disappointments, stop stressing about your future, stop being a slave to the mainstream grind of shallow concerns and money, and even in your very worsts of moments try to find the good in life and every situation. Because your experiences in life, whether they be good or bad, are what make you into the person you are and will be in the future. We are involved in this beautiful rhythmic dance with our own lives and of  all the things around us. Stop fighting it, just relax, let go. Just be.
Follow those deep feelings and desires. Don't be ashamed to do and be what ever it is that you are meant to.
Don't wake up one day and realize how much time you wasted being unhappy.
Be true to the all knowing being that lives inside everyone of us.

Namaste' my friends, I love you all.